when we still didn't know each other we always meet on the school....always, but you didn't recognize me
after that we start to know each other and not long from that time i've recognized it i start to like you......
cause of that why i always send you a messages, messages that always disturb you and i think we already being been a friend... you said about we are not a friend so after many conversation between you and i that was just a little chitchat?? you make me SAD...
and after 2 weeks(maybe) i heard the news about you and your new boyfriend...thats the most pain moment i feel, i've been try to forget you and go without a footprints... and after a few months you've been break up with that guy, if you wanna know? i really really don't care about that..(for a few days i think like i've been forget about you) then i feel happy and live with normal life again...
not long from that month you've been have a new boyfriend(again) but what i confused at is... i don't like you anymore but why?...why i've become jealous at it(?) and i always ask that to myself, with full of question like that i've been success to forget about you... and mylife?? going back to normal just for a few months.. yeah just for a few months.
when i and my family went to australia just 1 day before flight..you've been send me a messages and talking about im is the first person that give you a few words on your birthday and we start talk each other(on messages of course) but i answer all of your messages with a normal feelings cause that time i'm not like you anymore... after a few weeks from vacation it's still like before, always normal.
and i start to talk with you again but this time i've just want to be a friend for you...but what i most feared is return to my life again... i like you(again) and we still close like always as a friend and then i've try to ask you but you rejected me and yeah i've just try to move on from you but for me is hard to forget, you know why??
everytime i see "14" is just make me remember about you,that was for number and then "N" that give me more memories to remember from alphabet and i've try to throw my football clothes team cause i give number for my football team clothes is "14" and if i wear that... that just gonna make me more weak cause everytime i playing a football with that clothes is just give me some fision about my sad memories from you.
and i've forget about like and i try to close with you again but this time i didn't want to become your friend but i want to become your best friend...and its repeated again for 3 times until now(yeah now..until now, yeah im still writing about this) but for now i've just want to become everything for you...from a friend, best friend,a brother, im gonna become a place for you to share when you feeling sad, i want to become your protector and everything if that can make me to stay close with you... (To Be Continued)
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